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the root of much suffering and distress over this question of Jesus' spiritual identity. The heart of the matter is that I find I am unable to trust a spiritual savior who I am unable to know, and who separates me from God. Therefore even believing, I feel that I cannot possibly be a Christian, since the introduction of Jesus is antithetical to my natural spiritual communion with God the Father and the Holy Spirit.

Hi, sorry I cannot help you with this,but there are a few people on this board who can.I have a question, why are you so scared ? or maybe you don't know why and that is the blocker between you and trust.
I think more questions need to be ask before somebody here can help you, like are you a J.W.?

Do you have control issues ? Who had the most influence in your life ?

Well that's my thought for today LOL
neicey <img src="/forum/images/graemlins/hugs.gif" alt="" />