Welcome to the boards Savin.

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So far mysticism has come closest to a solution, yet the answer remains incomplete and unsatisfactory.

Solution to what?

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In my direct personal experience, there is no Son in the Father.

Experience has its place but can be unreliable. Gods word says Jesus IS God.

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There is in fact no place or need for Christ in my experience of God.

Your findings according to your experience. I am beginning to see a trend here.

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Christ is invisible to me, and attempting to find Him or force Him into my experience of God causes only pain, and spoils the perfect and natural interaction between God the Father, the Holy Spirit, and myself. So while the reality of Christ makes perfect Biblical, rational and spiritual sense, and I believe in it, that reality has nevertheless never been part of my experience of God to date, and I don't know why.

Yup. It's all according to your experience as interpreted by you. Interesting epistemology. Gods word dictates truth.


God bless,

william