Savin

Like Pilgrim, I highly recommend you read JI Packer's book 'Knowing God'. But I would add that you get the 'Knowing God Journal' that is also available.
The book has a lot of meat and some people choke on it and put it aside. But, if you persevere through it being sure to chew each morsel sufficiently, I am quite certain you will come away from it a changed person.

Tom