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I have more questions then answers, Will this ever change ??

In this life, no it will never change. Questions are a good thing!

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2 Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.

It's all part of renewing your mind! As long as you seek the answers to your questions in God's infallible, immutable Word, God will use your questions to bring you into conformity with His Word!

Trust the past to God's mercy, the present to God's love and the future to God's providence." - St. Augustine
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