I'm with AC on this one. I am fully capable of sinking into depths of sinful depravity if I despair of God's providence and abandon myself to my own inclinations. I take the Apostle Paul's description of being trapped, ending up doing what he doesn't want to and neglecting the things he really inwardly wants. Yet thanking God for His deliverance from that bondage at the same time.

It's an already / not yet kinda thing. I'm free, but not fully delivered. Sin has no power in me, yet it sometimes seems to trade places with my righteous intentions, sometimes reigning in my thoughts, words, and actions.

Am I totally depraved? Yes and no. Am I totally free from sin? Yes and no... already / not yet.