Dear Joe and Everyone who has replied so far,<br><br>Thanks for your posts. What an encouragement to know that others have the same struggles! Isn't it strange that so often when we are saved we determine to be the "best Christian" in our area, and yet as the years go on we slowly come to the realisation that we are probably "the worst." As a dear friend remarked to me, "I think Paul must have felt the same, as it is in his last letters that he describes himself as" the chief of sinners."<br>When I stand before His throne,<br>Dressed in beauty not my own;<br>When I see Thee as Thou art,<br>Love Thee with unsinning heart.<br>Then, Lord, shall I fully know,<br>Not 'til then how much I owe. (Andrew Bonar)<br>God bless you all.<br>Brian.<br>