Dear Janean it was with much sadness I read your post.I can equate with your experience,please forgive my directness but in my own case in the end I had to leave my church of many years.I now am greatly blessed and am no longer empty attending a church that some would consider rather extreme.Thankfully not so much by those on here,where we practice exclusive psalmody.I believe much of what passes for worship in many of todays churches is nothing short of entertainment."Pop" Theology whereas in catholic circles many look to rome sadly in baptist circles many look to America if it works (sic) there then must be okay.I shall pray my dear sister that the Lord will guide and strengthen you.