speratus said: Your personal example, although a little weird, was not disconnected from the outward Word of God. However, when people wish to look back to their own inner emotional or intellectual experiences for assurance rather than to Christ alone through faith alone, have they truly despaired of their own efforts?
I'm not sure that I understand what you are saying. I did not grow up Christian, but was converted by the Lord in my mid-thirties. I can look back on the day that everything went "click" and remember being very passionately grateful and excited for a very long time. The emotional experiences were joyous. It was enthusiasm, for the realization of my salvation made me very enthusiastic.
Now, is your point simply that the emotions and enthusiasm felt at my conversion should not become the basis for my assurance, or is there some greater concern over passion and enthusiasm in general?
