Kathy, hope you don't mind if I ask you something.

I saw this on your first post:

"Regarding the Trinity... a man-made doctrine created in 180 AD. Question: what purpose has it served spiritually and historically (intent and fruits) to introduce this man-made explanation/image of a God who is beyond man’s explanation?"

I still haven't figured out why this bothers you. I especially mean the whole "beyond man's explantion" part. Sorry if you have already answered it. I just don't understand you reasoning behind this question. It seems to be the root of many of the difficulties you face. Will you help me understand this? Thanks.