Hi Joe,<br><br>I have no idea why God would save me, I'm totally worthless! I can do nothing, absolutely nothing to save myself, without Jesus Christ I'm totally and completely lost, without hope and with no reason to live.<br><br>Jesus Christ is the only reason that I want to live, I see no purpose in living without Him. For forty years I have tried to follow Him, and I have failed in each and every attempt, yet I know that He loves me, else I could nof love Him so.<br><br>It is nearly unbearable for me to hear people say that He is going to torment people forever. I can't hardly stand it! Can't you understand that?<br><br><br><br>